042420|Headspace|Poetry Month

Headspace

In a fistful of tears Maxwell said it best When he said it with his chest Cause I, I go insane Crazy sometimes Trying to keep you from losing your mind And while I find That I am constantly investing my time Into making sure you dont go crazy Who's looking out for me and my sanity? Who's supporting me and lifting me up through my calamity? Me, going insane trying to keep you from going insane in the membrane This is the realest most deepest thing I've heard all year That I would rather myself go insane and crazy Just so you don't go insane and crazy Maybe just maybe I've been lost my sense of reality For all you feel is that I am clowning thee Then one day I woke up Ready to grow up Climbing torturous obstacles Past my past mistakes Instead of disturbing my peace Peace is what one seeks Disconnect from the mental holds Thoughts unfold Like laundry It's all in my head From relationships To relationships Jumping in and out of bed Isn't my natural reality Closing my eyes Deep breath inside Exhale Renewing my mentality Rebuking the enemy From renting space In my head Inhaling One, two, three, four, five Holding One, two, three, four, five Exhaling One, two, three, four, five Repeat Mantra on repeat Life giving words God's Word Is what I speak Clarity Zero space In my head For negativity Zero space In my head For negative people Giving up on going crazy To keep others minds lazy Headspace Is all about me Time for me To practice what I preach I am ready to teach

Marcia S. McNeill

Words By Marcia

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